Hard to Express

"Hard to Express" by Phetkhanya

Chorus:
I've always been so selfish
until the day I found you.
And you know it's hard for me
to express such feelings into words
you'll understand.

It's hard to express what's quickly arisen;
it's harder to suppress what's supposedly hidden.
Make decisions on a dime,
where does one begin when one was taken in
by naive innocence.
The effect on me is out of this world.
I would do anything to enlighten this girl
'cause her smile's worth more
than cubics and pearls.
The situation's got me contemplating.
The plot unfolds on an uncommon setting.
The ending's blank for it's yet to be written,
so just grab a pen to start filling in.

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My intent's felicific and remains every minute.
The world's a strange place
and every bit as intricate.
Always changing pace without a single trace
causing pain with haste; live, learn, and embrace.
That's the name of this game."
When the sun rises eyes wide take aim.
Needless to explain,
our paths have crossed and I sense a change.
It's hard to resist something as rare as this;
an existence beyond heaven is hard to dismiss,
Would risk everything to experience a tryst.
For occasions like these I often wish.

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There once was a time in my life
not too long ago.
I did things for myself and no one else/
At the blink of an eye, things have changed
so, so much.

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No one will ever fathom why I live my life;
is it my music, my pride, or to sing to you one night?
It's a fight, I know. When it's something you believe in
it's worth fighting for and that's the least I'll do.
When my mind's all set, there's no way I'll ever lose.
I refuse to change. My appearance may evolve
but interior's the same and the goals remain.
My want's and desire go beyond the mild.
Much less obliged by the common lives.
A dream of dreams lies deep inside.
What seems awry is my vision in stride.

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